Evening folks
Here is another update:
Met my ex again and for the last time before training. She asked me why did you not say you we're pissed off about me sleeping with this laddie after I told you on Sunday. I said I was scared of asking you . This laddie was going to be there with her while we were discussing things in case I kicked off but my mate was there to help me through it.
She said she wished she never slept with the laddie but I believe that is a load of pish . My mate was trying to get us back together in which she said it would never work. She said we needed to both move on and find someone else. Which I agree. I still reckon and still many others at my training that they're both going out.
After speaking to her. I went to get changed and in the changing rooms the laddie was there. Luckily I managed to keep my cool and ignored him. I sat there for 5mins just sitting there quietly then got myself changed. On the pitch, some of them were asking me if I was alright, I said I just wanted to play football and have a laugh. I possibly played my best football of the year tonight.
I feel better now. Can't wait for Christmas and the New Year. Now I can start going out on the pull