Hedgecutter Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 Hedgecutter, they definitely do make you gain a bit of weight but you can offset it by staying active. The vivid dreams will stop eventually. Hope so. Last night I was trapped in an airplane seat (en-route to Cairo, the supposed capital city of Saudi Arabia) by the guy in front who was having a stroke with one side of him turning red. Odd seeing as I never previously had such dreams on a nightly basis. Presuming you mean that they get stranger before they disappear. The house is completely out of snacks and drinks now btw despite last week's arrival of a pile of free broken biscuits from the Walkers (shortbread) factory. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sweet Pete Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 Feeling the need to post in this thread yet again but not really sure how to put in words how I'm feeling just now Try putting it in the form of interpretative dance. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
welshbairn Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 You're a very bad man... 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pccabe Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 Not feeling great at minute. I was in a destructive relationship and got out finding my beautiful fiancee. I can't help but want to be with her all the time and worried I am pushing her away. I am not jealous and in no way think she would ever hurt me I just constantly worry I will lose her. I would lay down my life for her and love her with all my heart but know I will lose her. I need help as my life would be over without her. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
welshbairn Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 You need to find a way to be comfortable alone, and maybe join a band. Putting your happiness on someone else's shoulders isn't fair. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pccabe Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 You need to find a way to be comfortable alone, and maybe join a band. Putting your happiness on someone else's shoulders isn't fair. You are correct I know. I'm scared of being alone though. Just before I met my fiancee I had purchased the means to take my own life and was more than willing to carry it out. I am not as strong as I thought I was and am worried my downward spiral is starting again. I will make appointment at docs as know this needs addressed. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr Bairn Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 You are correct I know. I'm scared of being alone though. Just before I met my fiancee I had purchased the means to take my own life and was more than willing to carry it out. I am not as strong as I thought I was and am worried my downward spiral is starting again. I will make appointment at docs as know this needs addressed. Mate you and I aren't so different. Although reading your own plight is making me feel guilty for being down about my own because my issues pale in comparison PM me if you need to talk it out 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
welshbairn Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 You are correct I know. I'm scared of being alone though. Just before I met my fiancee I had purchased the means to take my own life and was more than willing to carry it out. I am not as strong as I thought I was and am worried my downward spiral is starting again. I will make appointment at docs as know this needs addressed. Have to say I don't believe a word you're saying. I don't believe you've ever been a Policeman, and I doubt you've had a girlfriend. Just saying. You may well be unhappy about something, but I don't think you're being truthful about what it is. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pccabe Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 Have to say I don't believe a word you're saying. I don't believe you've ever been a Policeman, and I doubt you've had a girlfriend. Just saying. You may well be unhappy about something, but I don't think you're being truthful about what it is. I don't give a f**k what you think tbh. I am in the police and have been for 14 years and I don't give two fucks if you believe that or not. Go f**k off and talk shite with somebody who cares what you think. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
welshbairn Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 (edited) I'll leave you two to it then. Night night. Edited July 20, 2015 by welshbairn 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DA Baracus Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 I can confirm that lonliness is indeed shite. Very shite 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pccabe Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 (edited) I can confirm that lonliness is indeed shite. Very shite Yes it is a very horrible place. Edited July 20, 2015 by pccabe 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Ginger Prince Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 Finally got my clearance through to start my new job (thank f**k) and times are looking up. Me and the missus are getting along much better than we have for the past 3 months and I've started going out running 3/4 times a week, got myself training with a local amateur side and generally just being motivated to actually get out the house and get stuff done. I cannot recommend running enough, out for around an hour with the headphones in & pushing myself to the limit makes me feel so much better. Anyone needing someone to listen to, always free for a PM. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Ginger Prince Posted July 20, 2015 Share Posted July 20, 2015 I think people would rather have someone listen to them. Listening to you could tip most folk over the edge! ETA: Keatings kens - Running with the headphones in is indeed invigorating and uplifting. You know what I mean cunto 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr Bairn Posted July 21, 2015 Share Posted July 21, 2015 Anyone know of any samaritans type things that offer online live chat help etc? I don't feel comfortable speaking out loud about my plight. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweeperDee Posted July 21, 2015 Share Posted July 21, 2015 Anyone know of any samaritans type things that offer online live chat help etc? I don't feel comfortable speaking out loud about my plight. Well, the text service provided by Samaritans although not "live" is probably the best thing that's available; that I'm aware of anyway. The Email service provided is also another decent way you can discuss your feelings without actually speaking. Drop me a PM if you want to talk about some things. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr Bairn Posted July 21, 2015 Share Posted July 21, 2015 Breathing space? Never tried it myself, but it could be what you're looking for. Seems to just be telephone only. I'm specifically looking for something I can do through typing. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Poet of the Macabre Posted July 21, 2015 Share Posted July 21, 2015 Sounds selfish as f**k but reading this thread has made me feel better as I'm not nearly as low as some of you guys just now. I've definitely been at that stage before but I don't think I could ever take pills in order to help matters. Fair play if they help you. I've been going to the gym a lot in the past couple of weeks and it's absolutely helping me out. Gives me a boost, can see the first signs of decent weight loss and I'm actually tired when I get back to the flat so I can get to sleep fairly quickly. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quitongo's Left Peg Posted July 21, 2015 Share Posted July 21, 2015 Sounds selfish as f**k but reading this thread has made me feel better as I'm not nearly as low as some of you guys just now. I've definitely been at that stage before but I don't think I could ever take pills in order to help matters. Fair play if they help you. I've been going to the gym a lot in the past couple of weeks and it's absolutely helping me out. Gives me a boost, can see the first signs of decent weight loss and I'm actually tired when I get back to the flat so I can get to sleep fairly quickly. Good to hear, mate. I've been playing regular football and been training with an amateur team so finding the same as you in terms of being tired. Got a week off whilst I wait to start a new job on Monday, and it's strange being in the flat myself all day whilst the Mrs is at work. Found myself going three/four hour long walks to keep my head clear. Found a wee spot in the country between Hurlford and Loudoun Castle that feels a million miles from anything, and that's my go to spot now for some alone time. Its amazing how being alone in a flat is so much worse for negative thoughts than being out on your own in nature. Certainly for me anyway. Finding that being out there is the only time I can write anymore, so hoping that once the new job kicks in the prospect of being stuck between four walls won't stifle things as much. As with others, if anyone ever needs to chat then drop me a PM. I'll likely be awake all hours this week after two nights up watching the wrestling B) 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr Bairn Posted July 21, 2015 Share Posted July 21, 2015 Had a break down in front of my sister earlier and she's went and told my parents. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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