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Not sure if this thread will take off or not but I am sure I’m not alone in getting to a point in life where I realise there are parts of me which unreformed, irredeemable c**t. That’s not to brag or make excuses or say it is acceptable to be a c**t – it is just that I get myself in situations and the only explanation I have is that I am a c**t. It is kind of a sad thing to realise but it avoids a lot of self-loathing and confusion, and is a form of self-acceptance I guess.

For example – I just cannot take it when people try and make out in public like I am a bad person. f**k knows why. I had an abusive dad and an abusive step dad so maybe there is something deep down about not letting others make you feel like you are shite. But on the way home the night a guy called me out for ‘shoving’ by a women with a buggy when she actually told me to and I didn’t even touch her. I waited for him at the bottom of the stairs and started trying to have a ‘discussion’ with him. Then another guy comes over and calls me a p***k and says he’ll rip my head off so I started raising my voice and telling him he can’t just go around calling people a p***k and making threats – just so everybody could hear - and gave him a few shoves. I have no idea what I wanted out of it. What a waste of time. Couldn’t help it though. There is no point feeling bad about it. I guess I am just a c**t. I will just need to avoid public transport.

There are loads of good things about me. Girlfriend loves me. I am lovely at home. Quiet and kind and generous etc. Kids love me. Family loves me. I work hard and have a good job. I actually mentor students starting out in my profession. I am positive and quiet at work and my boss likes me. Have friends. All the usual normal person stuff. But there is a part of me that’s a c**t. I wish there wasn’t but there is.

It’s not all irredeemable I suppose. I used to go full heads gone on Twitter. I seem to have stopped that and have a decent positive Twitter profile now. And I used to be a fighty drunk, so I have stopped drinking. Full stop. Easy. So maybe it’s not irredeemable, but for now I just have to accept that – sadly – in some ways I am just a c**t.

There are many ways to be a c**t. It’s an inclusive frailty. So I guess this thread could be a mixture of PTTGOYN and the honest realism of the Depression thread.

Anyone else come to accept that, sadly, they are a bit of a c**t?

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3 minutes ago, ali_91 said:

You’re starting to sound like one of them Baz.

 

In all seriousness though, if the OP’s name is an endorsement of Thatcher then he’s got great self awareness at least.

It's meant to be the opposite given the profile pic. No-one seems to have realised that so I must be an unfunny c**t too

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59 minutes ago, Szamo's_Ammo said:

No one immediately springs to mind tbqhwy.

Self-deprecation is one of my favourite traits in people. None of us are flawless.

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Folk in daft dotting fights who post empty facebook style memes are self evidently c***s imo.

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Everyone has been a dick sometimes but a c**t is someone who takes pleasure in being a dick.
Like uncle nob’ed theyre always annoying, taking the piss and putting others down. Need a good slap.

Am not sure about this, there are guid c***s, nae bad c***s and there are c***s
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19 minutes ago, D.A.F.C said:

Everyone has been a dick sometimes but a c**t is someone who takes pleasure in being a dick.

Like uncle nob’ed theyre always annoying, taking the piss and putting others down. Need a good slap.

Lots of them on here and other forums unfortunately.

I've always found that those that constantly put others down are the most deeply unhappy themselves.

Quite sad when you really think about it.

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