Lads, time for a wee update.
I really do think P&B may have helped saved my life.
Despite being a Trump-supporting lunatic, banana wrote this one sentence that has stuck with me through the past couple of months. This is in addition to the very useful PMs a few of you sent. Thanks!
Once I got properly going with the move-out she went through all the classic phases of loss. Initially denial, then trying to win me back by being nice, pleading/manipulative texts to the friend and family etc.
And then the anger phase.......holy f**k. More suicide banter, threatening the landlord with lawyers, nasty texts to friends and family. Total meltdowns while I am trying to get furniture out of there. Her final act was to pack her shit up and move to a totally different state. Mental.
All through this saga banana's simple message has been circling in my head. Stay the course.
Now she is thousands of miles away and I'm free. Such a weight off my shoulders, it feels amazing. Moved into a new bachelor pad by the beach (I am not in Scotland). After chilling for a little while I set up Tinder and whatnot and the results are starting to come in. Last night I had a date with probably the best looking bird I've ever been out with*. Magic.
I think this throwaway account can now be put to rest.
Despite the best efforts of the national team on Friday I'm feeling pretty bloody chipper right now. Cheers boys!
*No it wasn't a home run. You filthy b*****ds.