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EdgarusQPFC

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  1. The advert for that new program on comedy central where they get reject comedians to ignorantly and crudely tell history while drunk. Fucking stupid idea
  2. Didnt do too shabby on the steam sales, spent around £60 and got Metal Gear Rising Battlestations: Pacific Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell Blacklist Deluxe Edition Alan Wake Bundle Dead Island: Epidemic - Gifted to me by a friend Batman Arkham City GOTY Orion Dino Horde - Gifted to me by a friend Alien: Isolation The Evil Within Valve Complete 2012 pack: Counter-Strike Team Fortress Classic Day of Defeat Deathmatch Classic Half-Life: Opposing Force Ricochet Half-Life Counter-Strike: Condition Zero Half-Life: Blue Shift Half-Life 2 Counter-Strike: Source Half-Life: Source Day of Defeat: Source Half-Life 2: Deathmatch Half-Life 2: Lost Coast Half-Life 2: Episode One Half-Life Deathmatch: Source Left 4 Dead Half-Life 2: Episode Two Team Fortress 2 Portal Left 4 Dead 2 Portal 2 Counter-Strike: Global Offensive Euro Truck Simulator 2 Saints Row IV Game of the Century Upgrade (all dlc for the game for £2)
  3. Had pretty much the worst Christmas. Really questioning everything now
  4. Really struggling tonight, cant sleep again
  5. Had a pretty rough week and today my family did nothing but make it worse.
  6. http://www.greenmangaming.com/ Valve complete pack £12.49 Phenomenal deal for countless classic titles
  7. Have the CD you mentioned, it doesn't help
  8. People who refer to Wine as Vino and people who call Christmas Crimbo
  9. I've been playing it tonight, starting to really get back into it. I'm still a bloody novice I just can't nail meeting things in orbit. Sent a prototype into space for some practice since its been a while, had jet engines mounted on the wings, which blew up the wings when they decoupled, then I blew up half the engines getting into orbit. So a great start!
  10. Having trouble sleeping at night, have been tried on both Sedative and Hypnotic sleeping Tablets. Neither work on me. Still waiting on Counseling
  11. This, Incredible value for money at that price, Just with the base game you could easily put 200 hours into it. With mods/expansions tho, you could get 2 or even 3 times that
  12. I have games from last Christmases steam sales I haven't played yet
  13. still struggling day to day. Still off work, find myself really conflicted. The woman i was seeing is one of the big reasons i find myself in this situation and i know this all too well, but i cannot make myself give her up. I dunno if its weakness on my part but as much as i try i cannot
  14. Been given another 2 weeks extension on my sick line
  15. I just feel like im constantly being used by people and i let myself get used. I allow these people to make me feel like shit when they are clearly in the wrong
  16. Feeling completely fucking back stabbed right now. While ive been dealing with my problems ive also been giving support to a friend who is going through her own problems, she has been offering to listen to me and offer support also. Well since Saturday this person has been choosing to ignore me on purpose, ive just found out that her reason for that is her choice to remove everything "Negative" from her life and chose to only focus on positive things. Also neglected to tell me any of this and left me to my own devices. Well naturally as you can imagine i was rather hurt by this seeing as i have supported her through everything she has gone through lately. Which she threw back at me claiming i was casting up all the help ive given her and that she should have never bothered asking me for help if i was gonna be like this. I just feel fucking sick, i feel like ive been nothing but used and now she has no further use for me she is discarding me. I think she realized she was being a asshole tho, but the damage was done. She tried to talk to me afterward but i wasnt having any of it. She has really shown me a side of herself i didnt think she had and i wont let myself be used by anyone that fucking selfish again. I actually feel sick
  17. Had a really bad night, did something I regret
  18. Feeling strained, been on the Anti depressants for a week now, still waiting for life link to contact me to begin my counselling. I have no drive to do anything, I sit bored everyday, I go on long walks in the afternoon but in the evenings I just sit bored
  19. Not had a easy weekend the lassie I was seeing was out for a team night out drinking and the guy who liked her(and big reason I find myself in the situation I'm in) was there, I couldn't handle it and had to spend time with close friends as I didn't trust being alone, I didn't feel safe. I switched my phone off for 2 days and just focused on me. Phones back on now tho and I'm really stressed just having it on. I hate the situation I'm in now and I just wish I could erase her from my memory. She doesn't realize the pressure she placed on me and truthfully I don't think she cares. Basically despite the fact I was going out with her this lad I know kept asking her out again and again, stressed her, stressed me as I have trust issues.
  20. Been given a 3 week extension of my sick line
  21. It's more I don't feel ready to deal with my high stress job when I have so much stress I need to deal with the now. My manager says I've to take as much time as I need
  22. I can't face going back to work next week, I'm feeling so stressed out and I'm just about keeping my emotions down. I've never felt like this before.
  23. Jesus Christ, I'm really sorry to hear that
  24. I dunno if the girl I'm seeing is the problem or the cure
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