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Sarto Mutiny

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  1. Id say as well with all the arguing back and forward on what constitutes a valid post in this forum regardless what it is may be stopping people from speaking out and sharing. The thread is meant to be here as a means of support and reassurance that people who are having difficult times can see that others also have problems]

    We can argue all day about what does and does not meet the "guidelines" for being depressed but providing they aren't just here to fish then they should feel comfortable to post

    I agree. I'm not sure attacking people for 'not being depressed enough' (for want of a better phrase) is helpful. I think that could discourage other people from posting. The feeling can be triggered by anything or nothing.
  2. Posting here feels a bit weird, but at this stage I am not sure what else to do.

    My recent moods have been so up and down that it’s starting to scare me. Sometimes I feel fine, if a little disconnected from the rest of the world. But sometimes I go through wee phases of horrible lows. They generally pass quite quickly, but usually these periods are really intense. I feel short bursts of feeling utterly hopeless to the point of having suicidal thoughts, although I cannot see myself ever acting on those thoughts. I feel paranoid and I lash out at everyone around me. I don’t really want to know what’s going on as I think the effect on my family would be awful if I was found to have depression, or something else. I don’t really want to let the genie out if the bottle and I would rather try and manage it myself, although I am not sure if I can or if that’s in any way healthy.

    The thing that really bothers me is that there’s nothing going on in my life to cause this. My job is dull but tolerable, it’s not in any danger, I have enough friends and family around me to not feel lonely, and I have no money worries. I have felt like this in the past, but it’s been triggered by a specific event and usually manifests itself with self-destructive behaviour – which usually involves me alienating myself from everyone around me.

    Also, today for the first time in years I started self harming. I did self-harm a bit around the age of 20, but that was triggered by a specific traumatic event in my life at the time. This wasn’t, which terrifies me. I don’t know what to do as I think this is getting worse. I really don’t know where to go from here.

  3. :D first pic didn't go to plan

    Broccoli dog, if you really can't see a difference between the 2 then.............sheesh. What abuse was hurled at Walters was WRONG, but 95% 'cos of his club. Your mob was 100 % 'cos of his colour.

    Do Celtic fans make a habit of throwing bananas at all Rangers players then? I see.

    Edited to add: beaten to it. Curses.

  4. i no staff that work for dundee utd and they were briefed yesterday that dundee utd will not make it to the end of the season and were told to start looking for new jobs as there will be redundancys as they new rangers would be relegated and united need the sky tv money to survive just to xmas plus sky are cutting the money so unless they get a new owner they will go into administration by xmas

    Sounds credible to me, and the lack of punctuation seals it. If only he'd put FACT at the end.

  5. Oh aye, and I'm not having a dig at anyone in particular here and this is nothing personal, but this is the exact reason why fans shouldn't have gone out the day and bought their season tickets their club said "Oh, don't worry, we won't vote in a NewCo to the SPL". Stewart Milne is the only one who I've got respect for from this.

    Indeed. I hung back (for financial reasons - I was going to buy my ST tomorrow!) and I am glad I did. No season ticket is getting bought until I know the outcome of this.

  6. At the weekend I finally decided that I was going to buy a season ticket at Fir Park for the first time in years. The club needs support and this is a good time to give it.

    Then this nonsense of fast-tracking this new team Sevco into the 1st division came out earlier today, with bullying threats of a "divisive SPL 2" if the clubs didn't vote them in. Having read through the STV-published document, I'm seriously thinking of changing my mind on buying that season ticket now.

    The SPL and SFA's leadership on this has been insipid and cowardly silent. If they genuinely believe this is the best way forward for football in Scotland, then count me out. I'm really not interested.

    Count me back in however if P&B should ever start up its own football association. smile.gif

    This. I haven't yet bought my season ticket, and I am rather glad I haven't. If this is the arrangement, you can keep it.

  7. So despite all the pious harping of SPL clubs in the last week that they could not possibly accept Sevco into their league on the grounds of sporting integrity, it's perfectly OK for us 1st division clubs to have them and incubate them for a year so their clubs balance sheets aren't bereft of the Ibrox pound for too long?

    Fucking shocking state of affairs this is.

    Absolutely right. I am reminded of the Groucho Marx quote "Here are my principles. If you don't like them, I have others".

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