So you're not sure if seeking out clips of a guy ending his life to fulfill a morbid curiosity is rational but me asking if visiting a mortuary for the same ends is a definite no no in the rational stakes? Fair enough.
My Japanese is coming on slowly.....nowhere near fast enough tbh. Have met a few expats through the network of friends I've build through work. No longer feel isolated but need to improve my language skillls to feel more integrated though.
Have to admit that it's a great Country.