RN, keep your head up and stay focused on getting a) yourself back into a happy and comfortable place within yourself and b) scan the jobs on t'internet that are local to you in your area. I'm in the middle of applying for lots of jobs including some where i've never done anything remotely close to before. Had many positive responses and a couple of interviews. So, if an auld spud like me can get back into the work environment, then you'll be cooking.
The important thing is that you be positive about things in the immediate future and the longer term will sort itself out. If you want a wee blether wi' an auld duffer who went through a dip not that long ago, then PM me and i'll be happy to share whatever's happening in a private chat.
Stick with it, mate, and things will work out