It has been a long time since I have felt like harming myself or taking my own life, and I have come from such a dark place in the past (almost) two years. The 12th of November 2012 is a day etched in my memory forever. It was the day I fully intended to end my own life, and would have certainly done so if it wasn't for the intervention of a complete stranger (I wish I could find her and thank her for stopping me). That day turned out to be a turning point for me.
For anyone considering hurting themselves or taking their own life, don't do it. I know it sounds like something people just say, but if you seek help then that can be the beginning of the process of getting better. I never realised how many people genuinely cared about me until I hurt them all by attempting suicide, don't make the same mistake I did.
I know that there is no one-size-fits-all treatment for depression, but for me Cognitive Behavioural Therapy was a real revelation. It helped me to change my negative thought patterns so that I no longer got upset or angry about the things that did previously. These things were all either things I can do nothing about or things that were nothing to do with me.
If anyone (regardless of who you are) ever wishes to talk, feel free to send me a PM.