philpy

Needs jocky Scott and John Terry imo.

Cheers folks. Out for a walk at the moment, going home to get my tea them I'm drafting up a CV and cover letter for a job that's a five minute walk from the house. Slight drop in money, but not drastic. 12pm finish on a Friday! I think loneliness is playing a part in things as well. I do know a few folk over here, but socialising can be difficult, folk work shifts, folk have young families. I don't want to seem like a burden either.

Cool. Ever see any otters down by the esk??

Haha, the lagoons?? I saw a deer the last time I was down at the nature reserve.

I think the black dog has a kennel in the garden. I'm back to work on Monday but my anxiety is on overload. I can see the faces, and the "banter"... "How was your extended holiday" "enjoy your skive" the foreman being in the huff because he had to work 2 Saturdays in a row. . They don't know the dark days. I feel like dropping my colleague off on Monday, turning the car, heading home, shutting the curtains and pulling the duvet over my head.

Very nice. Too drinkable, although a bit sweet. Certainly not a session ale.

Couple of sky shots from earlier in the week.

Couple of pics from Whitby harbour. The first one is a "turnstone", the other is possibly a gannet??

Picked up a couple of miniatures up, if this is any good I'll get a proper bottle.

Whitby brewery "jet black". Dark ale, with hints of liquorice and chocolate. Too drinkable.

Ooohya c**t. https://www.eastlothiancourier.com/news/16973395.man-seriously-injured-after-horror-dog-attack/

To this day, the skeletons on that film still scare the shit out of me.

Couple of these, then on to the wine.

In a cottage just outside Whitby for 4 nights.

On this now.

Samuel Smith's "extra" stout. Only £2.65 a pint. That'll do me.

Nope.

Cos it's lot of cheesy, self indulgent pish.

^^^^ Jarvis Cocker

The dancing pish is on the telly, so a few pints for me.

Nope, got it from the fine wine company in musselburgh.

Best therapy for me - a walk in the woods.

BIGGITY BIGGITY BONG

Curry and vitamin T. Pleasing.

That's me going to the docs to get signed off for the rest of this week. Im on holiday next week, so it's good to get a bit of breathing space. Left work early yesterday as I had made myself quite ill with stress (work related). Going to use the rest of the week wisely and email my CV To a few places, or I'm going to look at changing my career altogether, for the sake of my health.