Shite day. Went to my best mates Uncles funeral today, felt properly out of place the whole time, they were going to his favorite pub afterwards for what I assumed was drinks, it was a full on meal instead, didn't order anything, pretended to go to the bathroom and instead went home. I dunno, I just felt unwelcome and that I shouldn't be there, I think alot of the stuff that's been bothering me lately is that I've felt like a burden to my mate, rather than his mate. He's recently married and we went from spending every weekend hanging about to not hanging about at all. It's shite