I don't know Bobby. My dad suffers with depression, he's suffered since his mid 40's, sometimes the smallest thing can trigger things, and there are times where I can I be the same, for instance if I'm trying to get a job done, either at work or at Home, and I struggle to get it finished, it can play on mind for the rest of the day, sometimes longer. I've found that having sometime to myself can ease me a bit, I've started going for a pint down the local social club a couple of times a week, and sit with a couple of hearts and hibs fans from the village and we all sit and chat about our teams and footy in general. I have a good understanding wife who knows what I've been through and doesn't push me to talk about things and knows that I'll talk when I want to. We've recently spent a good few quid getting the house done up which has been great as the kitchen had not been decorated in the 4 years we've been here.