Not sure why I’m sharing this and if anyone in here knows me in real life I’d appreciate if you keep this to yourself. My old man was diagnosed with terminal cancer a couple of years ago. He passed away a couple of weeks ago and it’s hit me really hard. Just feel numb all the time and having terrifying dreams. I’m trying to stay strong for the family but I’m in bits most nights. Don’t really know what I’m expecting folk to say but just needed to vent. Don’t even know if this is the right thread.