Waspy Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 Much as I really enjoyed last night, going to work Thanksgiving party. it just reminded me how much I miss the people I work with every day (one in particular but that's another story). Felt like shyte last night coming "home" to an empty house. Still trying to get over the come-down, bugger! Thanks giving party? Are you away in America? 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raidernation Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I have lived here since 2010, married, lost. but my family is here now 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stellaboz Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I seem to still have bi polar tendancies. Went into a,massive self loathing mode after failing a 4th year uni part of a course. All i do when i get angry is eat and if i don't curb it, I'll end up undoing all the good hard work I've done the past 18 months in the gym and out running 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I have lived here since 2010, married, lost. but my family is here now Thanksgiving is tasty stuff. You got somewhere to cadge a free dinner? Also, I hope you took advantage of the abundance of candy corn at Halloween. I miss that stuff. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I seem to still have bi polar tendancies. Went into a,massive self loathing mode after failing a 4th year uni part of a course. All i do when i get angry is eat and if i don't curb it, I'll end up undoing all the good hard work I've done the past 18 months in the gym and out running Give yourself a day or two to be miserable and get back into the studying again, presuming you're allowed to re-take it. Take the anger out on your course, Kick it's arse! GRR!!! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lyle Lanley Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I'm a fucking idiot, I'm fucking shaking. I feel like bursting into tears. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I'm a fucking idiot, I'm fucking shaking. I feel like bursting into tears. What happened? 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 This is my first foray into this thread I think, but having read some of the pages of this long thread, I feel I can relate to so many things I have read people say on here and though I've always been kind-of aware that at times I get depressed, I have been partially in denial and try to immerse myself in something else to take my mind off things, but all I ever do is put it to the back of my mind then once I'm done whatever I've been doing as a distraction, I find myself dwelling on the same old thing that makes me depressed when I do get down and tend to be unable to lift myself out of it for a week at a time. Usually fine when with people at work or with Mrs Mile and the bairn, but I do a lot of long journeys with work and if I'm having one of my glum weeks, the depression really sets in when I am alone driving and often at night when Mrs Mile and the bairn are away to bed and I'm sat up watching TV myself. Not really sure where I'm going with all this or what good it'll do but hey, it's all said now. All pretty familiar. I find that borrowing one of Throbber's socks helps sometimes 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lyle Lanley Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 What happened? Long story mate but it's mixture of being upset and angry. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 Long story mate but it's mixture of being upset and angry. It's the weekend, and I'm on P&B; clearly I have plenty of time on my hands Knock yourself out. Or not, if you'd prefer. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 I'd imagine one of Throbber's to be like wrapping your cock in plasterboard. There's a thought to keep you warm during the dark times 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 23, 2014 Share Posted November 23, 2014 Sorry, Throbber's sock club is pretty exclusive 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raidernation Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 I feel so pathetic and lonely tonight 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 I feel so pathetic and lonely tonight Any particular reason? Not the only one. Staying up tonight to be miserable rather than lying in bed doing the same. Doesn't help much with getting work done in the morning, but at least I'll be too tired not to sleep tomorrow. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raidernation Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 I want someone to help me, please 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BFTD Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 With the feeling pathetic, or the lonely part? Try and remember the former is a temporary thing; at least, the intensity of it. As for the latter...I don't know your situation, but you aren't going to be alone forever. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EdgarusQPFC Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 still struggling day to day. Still off work, find myself really conflicted. The woman i was seeing is one of the big reasons i find myself in this situation and i know this all too well, but i cannot make myself give her up. I dunno if its weakness on my part but as much as i try i cannot 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Binos123sam Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 I usually get depressed at this time of year and end up crying over nothing because I feel sad 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Raidernation Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 Crisis over, I just slept my way through 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
throbber Posted November 24, 2014 Share Posted November 24, 2014 Vile. Don't you use a nice clean one of your own socks?? I'd imagine one of Throbber's to be like wrapping your cock in plasterboard. I always go through loads on Mondays as its my day off 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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