DAFC Posted October 5, 2013 Share Posted October 5, 2013 Phone someone you trust and just talk about things for a while or try and do something to stop yourself sitting around feeling down like a walk? Seriously don't sit about thinking bad thoughts it won't help. Easy for me to say but I do know how frustrating things can get at times. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carrier bag Posted October 5, 2013 Share Posted October 5, 2013 (edited) Inexplicably I feel that tonight I'll either have a great night or I'll try to kill myself. I'm heavily leaning towards 'great night' but the other thing is still there which is really disapointing. I know I should feel more seriously about this but right now I'm a silly mood where I would take either. I'm just so fed up with certain things. I also almost guarantee that I'll be fine in the morning. I seem like an attentiom seeking prkck amd hate me gor it. I apologise Good luck. Edited October 5, 2013 by carrier bag 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bert Raccoon Posted October 5, 2013 Share Posted October 5, 2013 Give this site a tra DA. http://www.breathingspacescotland.co.uk/bspace/CCC_FirstPage.jsp Best of luck. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paranoid android Posted October 5, 2013 Author Share Posted October 5, 2013 I"ve been really good ever since I got a temp job that has turned into the job till the end of March I have now. I 'm sti quite lonely. I'll have been single for 3 years ckme a time in December. And it's cos I'm fat. I developed a junk eating habit as a coping mechanism. I also had an addiction to the junk that destroyed me in every way. I'm paying £60 a month for 7 years as a result Inexplicably I feel that tonight I'll either have a great night or I'll try to kill myself. I'm heavily leaning towards 'great night' but the other thing is still there which is really disapointing. I know I should feel more seriously about this but right now I'm a silly mood where I would take either. I'm just so fed up with certain things. I also almost guarantee that I'll be fine in the morning. I seem like an attentiom seeking prkck amd hate me gor it. I apologise Mate, if you beat the junk, you can pretty much beat anything. Keep going, and make sure to ask for help. Stick in. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dorlomin Posted October 5, 2013 Share Posted October 5, 2013 (edited) I seem like an attentiom seeking prkck amd hate me gor it. I apologise One of the difficulties for people of any emotional or mental health problems is the sense of unreality of it. You cannot stick a thermometer up your arse to measure a temperature and say you have a problem, nor can you take a pulse or a blood reading. You can never 'prove' you have a problem with a measurement. Its probably worse for people (like many of us) who come from working class backgrounds, we are brought up to be stoic in the face of difficulty. Its natural for humans to feel emotional or mental health problems. They are no less real than cramp or or a broken arm. Accepting that your emotions or issues is real is an important step. They are valid. Dont worry about being 'attention seeking'. Your not. Sharing how you feel will help others who have not yet been able to be so open realise this is normal for people. Suffering this does not make you or them weak or lesser. Opening up about it helps people understand how normal it is. I have spent years battling with something called PTSD, I have suffered crippling depression and paranoia close to the point of being diagnosed psychotic. Here is me, big hardy former infantry soldier reduced to tears at times over nothing. I know how if feels to doubt the validity or reality of what you are experiencing. Speaking out about it very often is helpful, never feel you will be criticised for it. Sorry for rambling mate. Edited October 5, 2013 by dorlomin 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fafc1885 Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Regarding my last post, I'm not quite sure why I've been given a negative mark for saying I'm worried I'm going to go into a depressive episode again. Although looking at his other posts and elsewhere on here, he looks to be a bit of a pathetic alias. Clearly has nothing better to do with his life.. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Quentin Taranbino Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 I have no idea whether I'm depressed (and never admitted it) or whether I'm generally just a moody unsocial type of guy. I have had a look at the symptoms and tick a lot of the boxes however I'm not sure if I am? I know if I go to the doctor he will ask the standard questions and my answers will determine whether he dictates if I'm medically depressed or not. Am I happy? Sometimes, normally when I'm doing my own thing on my own. But that surely just a preference of me spending time on my own. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paranoid android Posted October 6, 2013 Author Share Posted October 6, 2013 Regarding my last post, I'm not quite sure why I've been given a negative mark for saying I'm worried I'm going to go into a depressive episode again. Although looking at his other posts and elsewhere on here, he looks to be a bit of a pathetic alias. Clearly has nothing better to do with his life.. Yup - the poster who gave you that red dot matches that description - best ignored, mate. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gaviliunas Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Who was it ? 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paranoid android Posted October 6, 2013 Author Share Posted October 6, 2013 Who was it ? carrier bag/daviehaybhoy 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paranoid android Posted October 6, 2013 Author Share Posted October 6, 2013 I see sweeperdee's ignore function only works when it suits him again. Ignored my questions three times yet was looking at my profile only yesterday. Any chance you could f**k off? 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paranoid android Posted October 6, 2013 Author Share Posted October 6, 2013 Just trying to get answer from him. Don't you find his pathetic mewling, hypocrisy and nonsensical views quite insulting to people who actually do suffer from depression? No. Maybe you could just leave the guy alone. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AberdeenBud Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Or, he could take it as well as dish it out? FFS, how old are you mate? Leave your trolling to the match threads, it's fair game there, but this is way OTT. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paranoid android Posted October 6, 2013 Author Share Posted October 6, 2013 Or, he could take it as well as dish it out? Seems obvious to me that the guy doesn't want to respond to your posts - if it was me, I'd probably just let it go. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bert Raccoon Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 I see sweeperdee's ignore function only works when it suits him again. Ignored my questions three times yet was looking at my profile only yesterday. If you have an issue with him then fine but gonna PM him instead of ruining this thread which is clearly a big help to alot of people. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
philpy Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Just trying to get answer from him. Don't you find his pathetic mewling, hypocrisy and nonsensical views quite insulting to people who actually do suffer from depression? The thing is, how can you actually tell that he (in your world) isn't suffering from some form of depression?? The guy doesn't owe you an answer really either, to be fair. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Romeo Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Standfree coming across as a total c.unt i see..how unusual. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NotThePars Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Just drop it SF, man. It's really boring. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KeeperDee Posted October 6, 2013 Share Posted October 6, 2013 Just trying to get answer from him. Don't you find his pathetic mewling, hypocrisy and nonsensical views quite insulting to people who actually do suffer from depression? You truly are a c**t. If you knew even a fraction of what I've been through in my life you'd maybe know you shouldn't really be following me about trying to get a rise out of me. It's fucking pathetic. You genuinely are subhuman. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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